You know its customary for one to introduce themselves, especially when beginning any new endeavor. I should hope by now some of you discovered who I AM. For those questioning I’m a bond-servant to Our Lord’s Lord. A friend of God’s. A son, a brother, a father and deliverer of God’s Word.
I could write of the many close calls or the many times I nearly found death. I could share on all the pain and suffering or on all the great obstacles I’ve been met with over the years. I could write of how challenging the world is and tell you of the adversity that we’ve overcome or I could get to the part where I thank to Jesus for the life I have now.
Its all gift, hope you know.
What is it about this world that makes us want to change it? Is it the idea of leaving our mark on it or perhaps the notion of a new direction for humanity? I often wonder how the world will be will we decided as a whole to remake it better? With this in mind – where would you begin?
For me I’ll start at the beginning . . .
I find life rather amazing; amazed at how every step led to this wonderful blessing. How the experiences of my past contributed to life’s greater understanding. Amazed how each moment – whether it be what some might say not good or downright difficult to admit of having done wrong by God. Every moment I experienced allowed for me to grow into the person I AM. (like it or not)
If you don’t know I’ve overcome so much adversity, endured so much pain. I’ve faced my fears and rose above it all. My journey started eons ago, back in the beginning in our time – when I first accepted the job back in 2011, (seems like a whole other world ago now), for me anyway. I knew then the task to deliver this message would be difficult. I was told (by the opposition) I would spend a lot of time in jail.
Funny how this world works. Looking back on history – every person who’s ever brought anything to life from God has always been persecuted. (The Irony) I remember every prophet before me. I’m reminded of Jesus’ sacrifice, so grateful.
I tell you I’ve witnessed the end of the first civilization. I saw it with Our Father God on one side of me and Jesus Christ on the other. As astonishing as it may seem its not the most incredible things I’ve seen either. I’ve seen endings and beginnings and spiritual realms so far beyond this creation. God blessed my life. He saved it. First, He abased me and then He taught me to abound with Him.
I remember the darkness too.
Through the years I found The One constant is God’s love. He truly loves like no other. Unwavering in His Way its quite impressive, especially as I look upon the world. So many in need of a good word, so many scared of everything. So many doubtful and timid – Its tragic that mankind could fall so far.
I remember when I first made my way back He welcomed me with open arms. I AM The Prodigal Son – call me James. Jesus’ brother, He was first born among us. It’s because of Jesus I was able to get back to Our Father’s presence. Right now people struggle with understanding salvation, grace and redemption – it’s why I’m here. God sent me to bring a greater spiritual awareness to the world.
The world kicks and screams, it fights wanting to keep its ways. (sadly) It wants what it wants when it wants for the reasons it wants. (usually selfishness) There’s a lot of self-centered desires out there, the sort of stuff making the world harder for the faithful. The troubled youth, the misguided and corrupt.
I hope everyone sees “The Light” and makes the choice to stand upright for goodness sake.
It was a wonderful feeling learning to stand again. I’d been down for so long. I’d gone out into the world and fallen years before. Seems it was part of this great plan for life. God sent me out to the world–make it a better place He said, only I got lost and was misled into suffering myself. (or so it seemed)
I recall the calling. Jesus tried for so long to get through to me. I couldn’t hear it for years I was running away from something or other. Those from my past know the difficulty I endured. It was a life and death struggle for real with more on the line you than you can imagine. Thankfully God never gave up on me.
It was music that I reconnected with, then later literature, the innuendos and synchronicities all helped me grasp the message. God was calling. He was preparing me for what was to come. He was trying to get my attention at first and that led to where I was always destined to be. You can say I found my destiny on the road I took to avoid it. God has a way of moving us to where we need to be.
I grew stronger in spirit I testing my abilities, first stepping out of body – then through into differing realms. One of the first times I went OBE I thought I died and was a ghost. Father God even wrote a song about that experience (See- Coldplay 42). It was right around the time I began visiting His Crystal Palace.
The place where creation comes from is magical. The rivers of The Waters of Life glisten and flow thru every room. I often think of my being shown around by Father God and Jesus. How we last stood outside The Palace gazing out onto a fountain. (the place where I accepted this position) He asked my opinion of The Bible that day and gave me this job.
So back to the falling into the world part; I remember the troubles, the long sleepless nights, the running in circles going nowhere fast cycle that seemed never ending. I remember begging for a different life. Its hard when you think you’re alone and can’t seem to figure out you’ve lost sight of what its all about.
Seems the world suffers itself needlessly.
Back on earth, when He offered the job He said, “There’s the door but you’re the one who has to walk thru it.” He told me of the things that would happen should I chose yes. He told me of the future. He shared how life would one day be. Our talk lasted four hours as I repeatedly said no. (can’t imagine what I was thinking) Father God gave me the pep talk of all pep talks. He gave me confidence in Him.
Starting out . . .
I must’ve fell seven times afterwards. The world is the world. It has a way about itself. He told me If I didn’t want fall anymore to grab hold of Him and not let go. That’s when we first started, the lessons leading up to the accepting of the job culminated with one very important one.
For those who don’t know God this probably doesn’t seem like such a big deal. The ones who’ve lost sight of Him don’t realize what they’re giving up. Having been shown afterlife and the heavens and having lived a life of sin but then finding repentance, (life and death) it finally made sense the day Father God explained the reasoning.
For years He let me make it. He was hopeful and didn’t give up even after the world had. He was determined to save my life. I remember the lesson as clear as anything. Having been with Him for a long as I have now I can’t imagine any other way. The worldly ones – the ones who’ve fallen, they think that they can get by so long as they believe God is real. But, really there’s more to it than that.
There’s the actual living upright in love part and the living faithfully sacrificing daily part. There’s the keeping God first part and one of the most important parts of all – the dying to yourself part. (the hard part of all) Its not easy overcoming the world but I assure you its possible.
When Father God convicted me of sin I realized what I’d put my family through. As hard as it was to sacrifice it was harder to accept I had killed Jesus. I remember crying for a day. I left my house sobbing having never felt that low. I stewed in that pain for twenty four hours before sitting down with Father God again.
When I finally grasped the lesson He said, “You are forgiven My Son” and I looked at Him and Jesus was at His side. They smiled and said okay let’s rejoice. It was the moment life made sense. God saved my life. Father God forgave me and welcomed me back – thanks to Jesus. That was the beginning.
I share this because there are many who don’t understand the reason for having faith and belief. There are many trying to own sin making excuses as to why they won’t repent and be forgiven. (I tell you Jesus did not die in vain) Nor is a belief enough if one’s unwilling to live in harmony with God. There’s a difference between knowing the path and walking the path.
My Father God, along with Jesus Christ and The Holy Spirit are bringing this message to life. God blessed my life. He saved it, He redeemed me. He gave me a new one. He took me out of this world in the flesh and showed me how it all began. He shared creation and then sent me back to help the world better understand the spiritual side of His Word.
I’m hopeful you’ll understand where we’re coming from. Heaven is an amazing place. Don’t give up!
I pray your blessings are multiplied, that this message finds you well. I pray you have faith and practice living upright in “The Way” we’re all meant to. God loves you. He’s hoping you’ll let go of the world and put Him first. All things will fall into place when you do.
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God bless you