No getting around “The Truth”
The Way the world came down on me the moment I took this position and the reality of how far from God most seemed to be, it all gave me quite the shock . . . to put it mildly. The fact it was trying to do me in from the get-go was a bit of a challenge to accept. I thought the world was in better shape than it is. Turns out it’s not. So many are in denial of God completely unaware of the direction they’re heading in.
I thought long and hard about what I’d say. Surely “The Truth” would set me free. Its almost sad the way the world behaves towards the just and the faithful, but then again, I remember there’s everything to feel good about now thanks to Jesus. God bless the faithful! Father God blessed me. His gift just keeps on giving too.
Before all of this you could say I was extremely challenged in my understanding, in-fact I’d fallen so far I didn’t realize what was at stake. I don’t think the world gets how close to its end they really are. (especially when we try and live away from God) See He put me to the test. He broke me down – He humbled me then moved me to bring this gift to life. (not an easy task I tell ya) You should try it sometime.
You’re probably thinking, how can any of this be real right . . . How can anyone see Father God? How can history be changed or how can someone go and do the sort of things we’re talking about? I often think of Father God’s first lesson, He said “Write this down and make it the first line of our book. All things are possible with Him.” In all honesty It was a revelation to me too. I was once poor in spirit.
Let’s get personal for a moment, people often wonder how is it I spent so much time in jail. How is it that I’m not able to see my youngest son or be a part of his life, especially being a person of God? How did the civil courts convict me of a felony, especially since I’ve been working with God?
The answer is simple and It has to do with what this piece is about. The lost and the misguided have been doing their worst against God’s children for a long time. Look at Jesus’ life, look at the apostles, look at anyone who’s ever brought a message from God. They’re always persecuted and always mocked and ridiculed. Always put through so much adversity by the unrighteous. (the world is the way it is for a reason)
There’s a difference though between taking just action and doing something simply because we want life to be a certain way. How has man’s law become more important than God’s law? (Its not!) Rather than being honorable doing the right thing, it seems more and more selfishly want for the wrong things and they’re willing do whatever they can to get it. Even if it means breaking God’s commandments.
Take a look at America, how far have we fallen from our forefathers’ intentions? What would they say to the people of today – considering we’ve sidestepped The Constitution for greed and corruption. At what point is it necessary to take the rights from people for not being obedient to a fallen and corrupt system? When is enough enough?
Seems the spiritual opposition of this world had a plan to turn us against one another and have us waring against each other while they systematically circumvent the rights from the people of this nation. Its called oppression. (To keep you safe they say) Does not God protect all people who keep Him first? I often ponder all the imaginary lines nations put down to keep themselves safe. Safe from whom? From their enemies, from the ungodly, from those who don’t think like they do?
Surely we know doing right by God means not having to look over our shoulders. Surely we know that by standing upright keeping God first He protects our nations and causes us all to prosper. But then that leads me to ask, “Why is America persecuting God’s messenger in this day and age?” Have faith God says, trust in Me, have no fear, don’t be afraid – stand upright and do what’s right. Live a life worth living. Practice! Make the world a better place. You know, the usual sentiment ingrained in every living soul.
I look upon the world observing its fall from grace.
They had me twisted up pretty good for years, sadly they had her too. By the time I knew what hit us I was years behind and running in circles chasing tails. One after another my exploits engulfed me. I was sitting at the base of a 10,000 foot mountain wondering how was I going to get over it. How could I have fallen into their trap?
See there’s that opposition out there, that one who opposes humanity and its their job is to try and separate us from God. Of course, we know nothing can separate us from The Love of God, but in our hearts and minds it’s a different story. That’s where the real battle is. The battle of good and evil between this world and the next. We’re all caught up in it somehow, somewhere. We’re all fighting for one side of the other. Our actions reveal which. (take heart they’ll be a judgment day for everyone)
Suffering for decades I awoke and knew something wasn’t right. I had no idea what had happened or how far I’d fallen. It was then I went looking for answers. The quickening began. My coming back to life was underway. I went out into the world and had gotten lost but God had a plan for me.
Years before . . .
She’d stolen my youngest! (literally from before birth) She systematically removed herself from my life and took him. (all legal-like) She changed his last name at birth to her ex-husbands saying she’d do everything in her power to keep him from me and use every bit of her money to keep us apart, (she had millions when I met her) I had nothing.
I spiraled down a few more years before hitting bottom. I was never out to her. Ask anyone who knows me they’ll tell you that was never my character. Admittedly I was misled back then suffering the world terribly. In my mind I knew I had to get away, she was trying to destroy me. (of that I was certain)
Take my word when I say the system broken, God brought me through this for a reason. I’m often asked how a faithful person could be caught up in a situation like this. I remind them with God there are no accidents. He called me to this as part of our walk. (Call it predestination) He had a plan to help the people who suffer thru parental alienation. He had a plan to help the lost hear a humble servant, one who was willing to meet them where they suffered. God had a plan to change the world in an extraordinary way.
I took comfort as He told me He’d watch over my son’s. I have two boys, one from two different relationships. Anyhow, He told me all things work for good for those whom He calls according to His purpose, for those whom He destines for His glory. For those who love Him. Father God told me not to worry and I haven’t. He said don’t be timid, I’ll lead you all “The Way” home.
It’s difficult watching people abuse our civil systems. Its tough to watch anyone intentionally do their worst, trying to make another suffer. Even more so when its’ someone whom you have a child with, someone hellbent on destroying you at all costs. I remember thinking the courts will make things right, surely, they see what’s going on – In God we trust they say. But in all I’ve witnessed of the courts that couldn’t be further from the truth. The civil systems of America are failing.
Jesus said, we cannot serve money and God. We cannot have two masters . . . We cannot form weapons against others and then expect to prosper from them. God’s Word is very clear on this. He said, “No weapon formed against you will ever prosper.” Yet the supposed civil system and its infrastructure has sidestepped God’s word yet again and allows for unrighteousness to run ramped within its courts.
Even after I told her I’m with God, she maliciously used the child as leverage. I remember thinking I’m caught between a rock and a hard place. God said, “Trust me, I have plans to make you prosper.” I wondered if it required being forged by fire. How long would we endure?
There I was, the fiery crucible, writing books, ministering and counseling to the lost and downtrodden. Even the lost children held me in contempt. In despair they sat suffering themselves casting judgment upon me thinking I thought myself higher than them. (just the opposite in-fact)
If they only knew how far I’d fallen before them. If only they knew how God abased and humbled me.
Suffering jail wasn’t the hardest part either, the hardest part was being painted as something I’m not. The AG judge – angry and bitter. Her condescending attitude, her misunderstanding, the way she looked down at me with contempt. Get a real job, she said. Put this God thing aside and do what I’m telling you to do.
I found out firsthand the impact malicious mother syndrome has. I wondered how a scorned parent can take a child and manipulate them into hatred. I was always taught it was right to love your parents. For years I witnessed how her obsessive behavior mislead people away from our message. Pretending to be the victim, she tried justifying her unjustly actions.
(Parental alienation & Malicious mother syndrome)
“…a disorder that arises primarily in the context of child custody disputes. Its primary manifestation is the child’s campaign of denigration against a parent, a campaign that has no justification. It results from the combination of a programming (brainwashing) parent’s indoctrinations and the child’s own contributions to the vilification of the target parent.” – Psychiatrist Richard Gardner
For those who know the whole story you know how accurate this definition is.
My concerns are with how many others are out there caught up with someone doing their worst. Never have I felt more pain and suffering than in the Williamson County Attorney Generals courtroom. The women and men already victims of the spiritual opposition of this world, yet bitter, upset, scorned and ready to pounce on each other. Sadly they lost sight of that we do not war against one another but with spiritual beings from higher realms. (all the while The State and Government trying to cash in on despair)
Having seen the world from God’s point of view its clear there’s a battle over humanity. The unrighteous doing their worst playing the devils advocate. The lost and misguided pitted against the just and the faithful. The court systems oblivious to God’s Word, who knows how long its been since they lost their way. If they really did trust in God, they would have Him first and if they have Him first then again why do they persecute me, I’m with Him. I told them all this from the start and they mocked and ridiculed me.
I remember when I told her and she said, “I’m going to make it my life’s mission to destroy you.”
In and out of jail for 6 months at a time, over a 5 year period (at God’s request) culminating with a nearly two year court battle. At the request of the bitter ex, (who played the devils advocate) The AG’s office built their case on her testimony. When they arrested me, they kept questioning where I stashed all the money. (anyone who knows me knows how going thru the dark left me impoverished) They’ll all tell you how I hadn’t a penny to my name.
I explained to the judge she said get a lawyer and take this seriously. Then God blessed me with representation. A local firm heard our story and moved on God’s behalf to help us get thru. What surprised me the most out of all this is not once did they have the child’s best interest in mind, for if they had they would’ve noticed the telltale signs of maliciousness and unrighteousness coming from someone hellbent on destroying another human being.
I remember the judge taking concern saying she wouldn’t try the case, that it was a civil matter but the new DA pressed the issue, even after having it explained to him by my then attorney. Not once did I get questioned, not once did I have a say in the matter, not once did the law hear my side. (I told them I was with God and they still mocked me)
I took the conviction because after suffering through years of jail with my health failing, and then suffering another year and a half of court proceedings. They gave me an ultimatum, take the deal or face a trial but if I lost they were promising another two years in state jail (all this for a civil debt I couldn’t pay as I was working with God). I thought it best to move forward. I had enough of jail so I took a plea.
I remember the judge asking if I was entering the plea on my own without any influence, I thought what a horrible way to add insult to injury. Did I feel pressured, you bet ya. What if the whole truth and nothing but the truth came out? – (there’s so much more to the story)
So you know, over the years I paid what could when I had it. I wasn’t working a nine to five. God told me it wouldn’t be easy and that leads me back to where we are. I’ve suffered this experience to help bring an incredible message to life, lets not forget how great God is. Jesus saved my life. Father God lifted me up and out of this world in the flesh and took me to become part of His-Story. (its quite the gift I assure you)
I conclude with this,
Its unconstitutional to discriminate and infringe upon a persons religious practices and beliefs. I was just doing what God moved me to do. When did it become okay to steal a man’s child and force him into debt, slander and defame him while trying everything in their power to destroy his livelihood? When did become right to oppress and persecute a person for doing God’s will? Is it right to violate anyone’s civil and constitutional rights? Is hatred justified anywhere? What have we become when a person can do their worst in today’s America and we not think anything of it? (How can this be okay with us as God’s children?)
Surely God is good. Why have we removed Him from our courts, from our schools, from our governments, from our civil institutions and from our laws? Are we too caught up in ourselves? Pride comes before the fall remember! Turn on the television any late night and what do you see? Are we drawing closer to The Lord or are we moments away from His Righteous Judgment? Are we spreading His message of love or are we trying to turn the world into someplace without any influence from God?
You cannot administer justice without the righteousness of God. “The Civil Systems” Your actions remind us of this. What’s evident is the powers that be have placed money over God (ie… lawmakers and those attempting to enforce immoral unrighteousness at the expense of liberty), at the sequestering of The Truth, in order to uphold the worlds ungodly way of doing things. If you will not follow God’s commandments you surely cannot follow man’s law correctly. Hypocrites!
Stop fighting amongst yourselves. Set aside indifference’s and practice being in love with God. Stop waring over ungodly things. Recognize that we are under attack by a spiritual force (Read The Holy Bible) and the only way to overcome this is with loving-kindness and compassion. Forgive and be forgiven, put God first and all things will fall into place.
I testify to The Lord
Did you know in some states—roughly a third— they still use jail as a method to coerce debtors to pay certain debts. Today, you cannot go to prison for failing to pay for a “civil debt” like a credit card, loan, or hospital bill. You can, however, be forced to go to jail if you do not pay your taxes or child support and that leads to this story. I tell you this, a child was taken from before birth, given someone else’s last name, forced into hatred and maliciously used as a weapon as the “supposed civil system” persecuted and prosecuted a faithful person with God.
Is it right to prosecute over debt that they simply couldn’t pay (not wouldn’t but couldn’t), while the powers that be – tried everything within their power to oppress, slander, defame and destroy these works of God?
Where’s the honor in this story? Is doing what is considered lawful always the right thing, how about when it goes against God’s commandments, against His messenger, against His children? Nay, the right thing is to uphold God’s Law – His commandments. The right thing to do is always what’s right by Him.
Love is The Way
I share this with you hoping you understand. God has given me the best day of my life day after day year after year. Together we’ve blessed so many, in-fact where here to bless you right now. I love you, I forgive you and in-case you’re wondering – I’m not upset, mad or angry. I’m blessed. God shared the world with me and asked me to deliver His faithful message. The task hasn’t been easy but we should ask ourselves where do we stand and for whom. Are we really with God? Because if we are then why are we fighting against Him?
I remind us of history. (His-Story) Follow God’s example . . . be in love. Remember what’s happen to every nation who’s gone against Him. I pray you can hear this message and do what is right by Him.
God bless you,
1 “I am the Lord your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage. You shall have no other gods before Me.
2 “You shall not make for yourself a carved image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth; you shall not bow down to them nor serve them. For I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children to the third and fourth generations of those who hate Me, but showing mercy to thousands, to those who love Me and keep My Commandments.
3 “You shall not take the name of the Lord your God in vain, for the Lord will not hold him guiltless who takes His name in vain.
4 “Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy. Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is the Sabbath of the Lord your God. In it you shall do no work: you, nor your son, nor your daughter, nor your male servant, nor your female servant, nor your cattle, nor your stranger who is within your gates. For in six days the Lord made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, and rested the seventh day. Therefore the Lord blessed the Sabbath day and hallowed it.
5 “Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long upon the land which the Lord your God is giving you.
6 “You shall not murder.
7 “You shall not commit adultery.
8 “You shall not steal.
9 “You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor.
10 “You shall not covet your neighbor’s house; you shall not covet your neighbor’s wife, nor his male servant, nor his female servant, nor his ox, nor his donkey, nor anything that is your neighbor’s.”